[Diana Sophia]

Originally Posted by BrendaS54

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WARNING! IF YOU ARE SOFT HEARTED THIS VIDEO MIGHT BOTHER YOU! BE WARNED. It will make you cry.
I know I do. She was my little Angel. I was told I could post this. I thought it might Help anyone that wants to know the symptoms and what it looks like when a little one gets GME & Liver Shunt . I am sorry is this Offends anyone.

I hope this works!!!

This is a video of My Sweet Little Mattie that went to Rainbow Bridge. I took this about 3 hours before I rushed her to the Vets. I was told I could post this. I just thought it would help someone in case they want to see what the Symptoms are of GME an Liver Shunt Disease. You can see her head shaking and body. She couldn't walk either.
I will never forget my Little Angel..
RIP MY LITTLE ANGEL MATTIE!
Mommy misses you so much!




http://www.youtube.com/swf/l.swf?vid...nnDWVRlL1p5j18

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RIP My Little Angel Mattie. I miss you so much

I know how lost you must feel right now, but you were the only one that could have helped her. I say this because of a Poem I once read and I want to send you a copy of it. I hope this helps you heal... as it did for me when I lost my baby LeiLani just over a month ago.
Before sending My Poem I wanted to, Thank you for having the courage to film this very sad time you went though. You turning it around to teach others of this illness... This take a very special person. I Want to tell you.... You are a wonderful person! You put your own pain aside to teach others. This must have been very very hard for you and I'm so very sorry for your loss.
So get your self a box of tissues (you will need it) and here is my Poem:


The Greatest Gift

I always knew this time would come,
From the very instant our eyes first met.
How I loved you then! How I love you now!
I made a promise then, and I keep that promise now...
You will not suffer from a pain that will not heal;
You will not know the loss of a life remembered, now gone.

It is for me alone to make this decision,
The price for the bright joy and pure laughter
You brought me during the time we shared.
I am the only one who can decide when it is time.
When my hope dies, and my fears ride high,
Just when I need you most, I must let you go.

It is for you alone to tell me when you are ready
For without your guidance, I will not know
When to lay my grief, my guilt, my anger,
My sorrow and my selfish heart aside
And give you this last gift, this greatest gift.
Your eyes will speak to mine, and I will know.

The pain of this moment is excruciating.
Tears stream down my face in a river of sorrow.
And my heart drowns in a pool of grief.
For you have spoken and I have listened,
And unlike other decisions I have made
This one brings no relief...no comfort...no peace.

For if there's one thing you've taught me,
If there's only one thing I've learned...
Unconditional love has a condition after all,
I must be willing to let you go, and when you speak to me
I must be willing to help you go, if you cannot go alone.
And I must accept my pain so you can be free of yours.

Go easily now, go quickly now,
Do not linger here, it is time for you to leave.
Go find your strength, go find your youth.
Go find the ones who've gone before you.
You are free to leave me now, free to let your spirit soar
Rest easy now, your pain will soon be gone.

I pray I will find comfort in my memories...
In the dark and lonely days ahead.
I cannot say I will not miss you, I cannot say I will not cry.
For only my tears can heal my broken heart.
But, I promise you this: as long as I live,
You will live, alive in my mind, forever in my heart.

So I give you this last gift, all I have left to give,
And this will be my greatest gift...sending you away.
It is the measure of my unconditional love...
For only the greatest love can say,
"Good-bye, go find the bridge, we'll meet again,
Loving you has been the greatest gift of all."

My heart is with you right now... and your tears "Will" help you heal your broken heart. Diana