 Life is HARD... "girl talk"
Hey Ladies (and some strange fellas that wanted in...)
I'm just having a hard day...
When do you truly forget about/let go of your first true love? (or longest relationship)?!
I was with my ex for about 6 years... from the time I was 16-22... We broke up 5 months ago... and we have both moved on. We separated on REALLY BAD TERMS and I had to live with him for 2 months after the break up. I now live with my current BF (i know it was really quick but it was kind of now or never... so i made the leap) And I think because I didn't take my time to grieve I never really resolved my feelings about my ex. After the break up I was constantly going to parties and NEVER ALONE because I couldn't handle it.
We didn't work out for a lot of reasons... me and my current boyfriend were practically MADE for eachother and he has been my bestfriend for over a year now... but I'm still left hurting over seeing my ex with someone new.
Does that EVER go away!?!
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