Denise I know that this is a really bad situation for you right now, and I understand how you feel as far as taking Maddie back.
Please do not blame yourself, Lexi needed relief and you knew it, because since it was so hard for you I KNOW that you didn't just give her up for convenience.
I really sympathize with you on your decision. I've thought about it over and over again...if our situation changed (and either family offered, not that I would want/expect them to), would I take back either Rusty or Maddie? and I know how you feel. I can say that I wouldn't, but the answer can't be the same for everyone because it is a different situation and gut feeling for everyone.
I'm so sorry that you're being faced with this. I'll be praying that it works out for the best for you, your dear neighbors, and sweet little Maddie. |