Oh Denise, where do I even begin?
First of all, I am so happy that Lexi is doing better....that is absolutely fabulous and wonderful. Way to go little Lexi!
I hope that she will continue to do well as time passes. As for Maddie......SIGH.
Girl, you KNOW I want you to have Maddie. After all you have been through with her, I just wanted you to be able to spend the rest of forever loving her and smothering her with kisses....and it just breaks my heart that-that never came to be
Like Ann (Wylie's Mom), part of me thinks....SHE IS YOUR LITTLE MADDIE!!!
GO GET HER!!!
And the other part of me totally and completely sees your point about your neighbors loving her and needing her so much. For me personally, that is a REALLY tough decision and to be honest, I can't say that I am totally sure what I'd do in your situation. I definitely couldn't imagine going and taking one of my babies away from those wonderful sweet people, but then again I couldn't imagine living without my Stedman or Tatum either....so it is just EXTREMELY hard
BUT - it seems to me that you have already made your mind up....and that is to let those sweet people keep little Maddie. I think you made a very brave and selfless decision here Denise....and I commend you HIGHLY for it
Your are a very strong person with such a wonderful and caring heart Denise....and I know that in time you will find the most perfect little girl that is meant for you and your family. Big hugs to you girl, and as always....I love ya