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Originally Posted by Wylie's Mom  Denise..................wow. There are just NO words for what you've been through. I know the whole story - and I just could not ache, ACHE, for you more. Honestly, part of me wants to say GO GET your Maddie - and the other completely sees that you think she is settled and adjusted - and that this couple is in love with her. But I think back to when you lost her, and that dream....and I just can't stand her not being with you. It literally hurts - so I cannot even imagine how it is for YOU, I truly can't - because I think Maddie's story has affected me probably more than any other story here on YT.
Your heart is in the absolute most beautiful place - for all involved - and I admire that so much. You will still be in her life and I don't know if that's any consolation, but maybe it's a small one. All I can say is that you've handled this entire situation with such human grace and love - and I know it will come back to you ten fold. I am so sorry that it hurts and that it's been so difficult. I've watched you go through it all - and my thoughts have always been with you. I send you hugs and warm thoughts and my admiration.  |
thank you so much...reading your respond brought tears to my eyes. there is part of me that wants to say, heck with it all and go get her, but i'm just not that type of person. my heart is in the right place. i do hope that i'll be able to get another little girl to love and give my whole heart to. as much as i hurt, i know i will be ok. i dont know if they would be without her.