My heart breaks everytime I read a thread like this because I know too well the hurt. Just about the time you think you do feel better it hits again. Just let all the grief come out and cry cry cry if thats what it takes. I cryed in stores, resturants and everywhere a thought would hit my mind. I think my husband for awhile was almost scared to take me anywhere. It will take time. It has been a yr. and even just a couple of months ago I woke up one morning and started crying. Little Kayla come up to me and started licking my face. What a blessing this little has been and you will find it again too. They never replace the one you lost but they fill a void and are special too. God bless!! |