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Originally Posted by mayfateleadyou

I'm getting a divorce. It was decided today. A VERY stupid fight finally was the last step. I tried as I always do to end it and he wouldn't so I mention a divorce and he took it. I'm not crying. I think I am still in shock. My heart is so heavy I feel like a 50 pound weight is laying on my chest to where I can't breath. I have no real friends. I'm broke. I'm scared. I am honestly scared.

My heart is breaking for you. My best friend finally called it quits and it was so hard on her to get back on her feet. Her ex had drug her so far down. She did it, though, by never, ever letting herself go backwards. She's moved to TX, worked her way up in a company to a supervising job, lost it because of pettiness, was without a job for 5 months, sold her house, and now blessings upon blessings, she has been offered another supervising job. Men are off her list probably for ever, but she has slowly made friends and is surviving. It's been 8 years. You will to. I am so sorry for the shock you are feeling. Wish I could reach through the screen and hug you.