yeah I know you guys are right... and we are going for 2 nights. I can't afford anything else this year, this is it... so I guess I will suck it up and do it. I am serious about him. Im just not used to the 'tight' family thing. My 2 brothers live far away and my mom lives far away and my father & I haven't spoken in 6 months.
I envy my guys tight family, I just wish our first away trip was not with them to somewhere boring... oh well!
This is horrible, and I'll never tell him this, but I wish he knew that Im doing this FOR HIM. Sometimes I feel that he is more thoughtful with the little things than I am... and I feel bad about that. So this is the least I can do is go and have fun, even if its boring because he deserves this too much for me to say NO.
Thanks!