My heart aches for you.
I wish I could take away some of your pain. I don't know what to say, I read these posts and want to reach through the computer and dole out lots of hugs to everyone who lost a furbutt. I know the pain. I have a tragic story of my own. In time the pain will ease, but you'll always have a vision of their beautiful faces and you'll always remember the love you had for them, and they for you. (((HUGS)))