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Originally Posted by Patti  You're a saint!!!! |
I don't feel like a saint. I feel hateful, spiteful, resentful, and very very angry at the situation and at myself for letting myself feel bad and say yes to taking him again when I really don't want him here.
I just hate feeling this way. It isn't me and really bothers me. I am usually a pretty happy and cheerful person, but with him here I just feel like the life has been sucked out of me.
It wouldn't be so bad if he would actually put forth some effort and TRY and if he would take some responsibility for the situation he is in. OR if he would just act grateful for us letting him stay here instead of acting like we OWE it to him because he's family.
*sigh* God and YTers grant me strength.