It will come in spurts now Barbara , some days will be better and then you will just fall apart again, this is all normal and it is very painful to have to go through. Your Joey was the most happy and wonderful little boy who loved everyone. He was so lucky he had such a great Mom as you have been to him. Try not to blame yourself, it was not your fault he had this terrible problem and you were only trying to help him and make his life better. It just didn't work out for him and it was nothing you did wrong. We all think the vets are going to fix our dogs when we take them in, but seems this time there was a very bad mistake made when he did not remember to send home some antibiotics.
Poor little Joey, may he rest in peace now and may your family heal soon and remember happier days of fun and play and wet kisses.
Barbara I am so very sorry for you and your family, words can not help your pain only time will ease it.
It is good to know there are people here that understand your loss and are here to support you. |