Hello All,
its been so long since i wrote on here. This is one of the hardest things i had to do. My baby Remy passed away last night. At first, i didnt know how to react. i really didnt think much of it. She was only 6 months and didnt even know she was sick. i sat there, not knowing to do or say, just telling myself in my head that its my fault and theres nothing i can do about it now. Nothing, feelings nothing. i had no feelings at all. I called my boss to tell him i wasnt going to be in untill 11 today because we needed to bring Remy the crematory. Well... we went, Just as soon as the man took her away from me, EVERYTHING went bad. I CANNOT stop crying. i cant stop thinking about those times i turned her away, just kuz i was too busy cooking or even watching some tv. I'm not sure how she passed away, she just didnt want to eat last night and all of a sudden, gone. I miss her.. i love her.. ALWAYS WILL.
