Well everyone thanks for your input, I know some of you are gong to think Im crazy but I decided to move.. I went today and put down the security deposit so I officially move in June 24th!!
I hope you all will be happy for me dispite most of your opinions to stay put. I called my mom this morning and got her advice and she said in her opinion it would be the best thing for me.. She said I have always been a city girl at heart trapped in the country and she knew I was never happy here even before my ex and I split up.. She said if I dont like it or something happens I can always sub let it and I will always have a place to live if I ever want to come back....
I feel so many things right now: Terrified for obvious reasons, Hopeful for my future, a little bittersweet sadness this is the place i grew up, but most of all I feel excitement to fianlly have my own personal space and hope for the future! thank you all for your wonderful advice
__________________  Proud Member of the Spoiled Rotten Club and in the end, its not the years in your life that count but the life in your years.... Abraham Lincoln |