[MsFamousHepburn]

Two days ago, I discovered something that I've always feared. While trying to check my Facebook, I ran across all these awful websites in our laptop's history... I feel like my entire marriage has been a lie.

I've discussed this subject with my husband so many times before we were married because I knew I couldn't handle a spouse who had issues with it. He always said he didn't and that he agreed it was the same as cheating...

Come to find out, he's had issues with it the entire time we've been together. I feel so betrayed and worthless. Am I really so unattractive? He swears it doesn't have anything to do with me...but I can't believe him. I can't sleep or eat and I can't even talk to him without cussing. (which I NEVER do normally) I'm so disgusted.

He says he hates it and he promises he'll never do it again. The computer is now solely mine, as are all of our thumb drives...but how can I ever trust him again? How can I ever sleep in the same bed as him?

Has anyone here ever went through this? I don't know if the subject matter is correct for YT and if not I apologize... I just really need some support right now. My world has totally collapsed.