 Thank you for all the Thoughts and Prayers.
I want to thank EVERYONE for all the thoughts and prayers for me and my little Mattie. It's been so hard.. All I do is cry and look at her little bed. I am so sorry. I am trying to not to cry so much. It gets my husband to crying too, It's like I lost my baby.. I can't take it. I had to go to the doctor to get something to help me sleep. I can't sleep, eat or anything.. I miss my little girl so much. She was an angel. So sweet.. and her little smile and her little devilish ways sometimes. I will miss her so much. My Libby, Max & Bobo is missing her so much too,.. They go to her bed and look at it and turn around and then look at me.. All I can do is say " she is gone babies.. gone to Rainbow bridge.. I miss her so much too.. They don't understand. .I just hug them and love them too. I don't know what to do. Max and Mattie was like brother and sister.. they played and ran together.. always sat together and Max watched over her. I won't be online after tomorrow night because I will be out of state for my sister's funeral. I got a call today my son is in the hospital also. He is 34 Years old and had a heart attack.. he is having heart surgery Friday.. so the heartache still continues. Sometimes I believe God Only gives what you can handle.. Well... I done.. I can't handle anymore. Hear that Lord? I love you and will follow your will... but I can't take anymore. Please continue the prayers and I will try to keep up with my laptop if there is a place I can hook it up..
God Bless you all!
Brenda, Harry, Max, Bobo, Libby,
God it so hard not putting my Little Matties name in here too. |