[jesscruz]

i am not trying to defend kelly for what she's done i think the only person that can defend kelly is kelly. but i am also looking at it from both sides. ofcourse nobody likes being lied to(including me) but nobody knows why she lied. maybe she doesn't come from a "good" place or maybe she's struggling with something within, maybe she was one who wasn't accepted in the past, maybe she just wanted to be someone other than herself. nobody knows. i for one would never want to carry the burden of shoving ones face in the ground even more when it was already there. i feel bad for her, i just have this intuition that she just needed to be someone other than herself. and to me that's okay. as long as it didn't affect me financially or with my family.if it helped make her happy for the day when she is usually sad, then hey i'm glad i can help. i know some of you feel that she affected you and that's okay you have every right to be upset. but i too feel betrayed in a way from some people here. i feel that some of us are not appreciated, i feel that some us are not allowed to "question" if we do we get suspended, some are allowed to break rules, some are not. we ALL contribute to this site donating or not, i feel that it is because of ALL members that this site is what it is. i am glad for 1 reason only that the so called "CSI" brought this situation to light and that's because it has shown true colors. and not just kelly's but alot of others too. "i am not naming anyone". "this is not a personal attack". this is just me stating my opinion. nothing more nothing less, nowadays it seems like we can't even do that anymore. anyway, i just hope and pray that kelly is okay.