I hope you are feeling some better. I know the pain and its horrible. I don't think there are any words that help. People try and I know I felt like I was in some state of shock. I did have a friend on another forum that had to have her dog put down the same week we lost Max. We just cried and talked for hrs. and it really helped to have someone there that really understands. Here you have alot of people that understand and I just want you to know how sad and how sorry I am you had to go through this horrible thing. When we got Kayla she has helped all of us so much. I still cry sometimes when I think of Max and that little thing will lick my tears. Another baby will really help you and fill some of the loneleness you feel. But grieve all you want and just cry until you can't cry no more and it helps to get it out. I cryed at my doctor's appt. (they are animal lovers too) I cried in resturants, church anywhere I thought of him or someone asked about him. Crying is healing and I pray you start to heal real soon. |