 update on kandie
kandie was having a hard time. wanted in and out.. in and out.. I was so worried she was too stressed to look after the remaining two babies..
Today I moved her into the old room where she was last year.. and I laid on the floor beside her and the babies.. I combed her hair and gave her extra time.. babies took up my time earlier.. so then she settled in with the babies and I just fell asleep on the floor beside them.. she has not wanted to come out only for potty since.. so I pray things stay calm for awhile.. I am not taking babies and driving any distance for a funeral.. just cannot do it.. they need me here and I need to be here with them.. I could not leave them with hubby and go.. to hard on me and too stressful.. I would only worry about them every minute so what is the point..
thanks for all the well wishes.. and just being there for support.. I am still having a hard time.. just cannot get with it yet.. but I am trying hard..
such wonderful people on yt and so caring..anne |