[aka_yorkie_mama]

Originally Posted by yorkyluver

I would like to thank all of you YORKYLUV'ers for your heartfelt messages. I still feel like I will wake from this nightmare. My babies would not want to see their MOM hurting, but I can not seem to put one foot in front of the other. I have not left my home, tears continue to flow and the void is so great.
I know I do not stand alone. For I know they are my little guardian angels now. I thought I was their protector. I failed them. I would do anything to turn back the clock to not have had my husband open the door that evening.
Please be happy and chasing Butterflies at The Rainbow Bridge. We will be reunited. I love you my angels.bennieTess

arrg i can hardly type ... i feel like we have this wretched bond of grief and loss and that feeling that mommy wasnt there i look up quickly and swear i see kissy looking out her window at me and my tears fall... as i know yours do too this is a hard road to walk so i am going to pm you my email addy since i cant sleep much feel free to use it