Your story is so devastating... My heart is so broken and my stomach is sick just reading your thread.. I ache in pain for you...I know what it is like to tragically lose a beloved pet..(yorkie).. but not two at once..
You have made me also rethink about a pond.. I was going to put one in this summer.. but now have also changed my mind.
I will be thinking of you over the next while and will pray you can get through this terrible time in your life..
(((Hugs to you.)))). and may your babies rest in peace..
anne |