[ReconsMomma]

Ok so last night Ryan and I went out late and met some old friends that I hadnt seen in a long time. As we sat there laughing it up with our old friends, my ex, the one that I was with when I met Ryan years ago, walks into the bar. After a little while he came over and said HI to all the people sitting at our table since he too used to hang out with all of them. They all made small talk with him for a little bit and then he went to his table with the friends that he was with. A little while later, I wanted to play pool and it just so happened at that same moment so did the girl that the ex was with, so no biggie, we played a game of pool. Well as she was shooting, I noticed she had a ring on. MY RING!!!! The same damn engagement ring that he gave me. I shot Ryan a look and he came over by me as well as a few of the other guys at the table cause they didn't know what was going on and my ex is kinda psycho so they didn't wanna take any chances of being too far away. SO I filled the group in on the ring. Apparently she over heard the converstation and asked about it. I told her that the ring that she had on was the same ring that he had given me when he proposed to me. She looked alittle shocked. I kinda felt for her. Well the ex gets up and comes over to where we are all standing and asks what is up so I told him. He claimed that it wasn't so I asked her if there was engraving on the inside of the band that said, my only love, true and forever. She said yes and got really mad. He then told her that he didn't know what else to do because he wanted to propose but didn't have the $$ to get a new ring. She understood. HE then tried starting stuff with me and Ryan. ASking a bunch of stuff about us and this and that. No biggie. So a few games of pool go by and he comes up to me and asks if he can talk to me. I didn't really want to but did.
He said that he wants to say that he is sorry for all the crap in the past, he gives Ryan and I his best wishes blah blah blah. I ask why he is doing this and saying this and he said it is because him and Candy (yeah candy is her name) are getting married in November and he wants a clear conscience.
So we leave the bar later and head home and all I can think about is the stuff that he ex said. How naive that girl is and how much I hope he treats her better than me. I got in the shower when I got home cause I hate smelling like a bar. While I was in there my mind just started going, it was like hearing that he is getting married hit me like a ton of bricks. I sat in the shower under the water until all the hot water was gone just thinking. Then when I got out Ryan asked what was wrong and I said I didn't know cause honestly I dont.
Today I still feel wierd. Seriously why in the hell is this hitting me so hard. I mean I have so much hate for my ex and the way that he treated me. Seeing him makes me want to throw up. Any idea??