Yea, its all confusing. Honestly I think John did the best he knew how. it just wasn't much. When mom was sick with cancer my sophomore year of college, I managed to find him and he sent me enough money to pay my car payment and apartment payment for one month when things got tight. He's always done the best he knew how... but that usually wasn't much.
I think everyone in the family would like to hear from john and just know he's okay. I know my little sister has been having alot of questions. I try to answer them for her the best I can and assure her she is MUCH better off than she would have been otherwise, but I stll think it would help her if she could talk/met him and see for herself. |