I want to thank everyone that responded.
I think I have survivors guilt. Even though I didn't know him well...I feel he had so much to offer. Then, I have condsidered the fact that he would have (or should have) been able to recognize the symptoms....and he also would know where to get help and didn't?
My friends have told me that I 'can't save the world".....but I want to. I have gotten into so much trouble with this. Financial as well as emotional involvement with folks that I felt just 'needed a chance' to turn their lives around. Most often, the involvement and risk has all been on me.
There are many posts on here that I can't respond to because they affect me too deeply. Loss. Greif. Sorrow. I want to fix it all.
I guess I just need to try to get beyond it.
Thank you all so much!
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