Even though you did not have a close personal relationship with him, your surgeon is someone who has had an intimate relationship with you. He was someone you trusted, and if this is the first time you have dealt with a suicide, it is very hard no matter who it is. Also, I think we all believe that someone like him has a "perfect" life, and that makes us wonder if any one of us has the potential to do the same thing.
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