For me, in this instance....I cannot figure out why it has affected me so much that I can't get him off my mind. It's not like I knew him personally. I only knew him as a surgeon. Of course, you have to have some confidence in a person to allow them to open your body and take things out or put things in....but this was the extent of any relationship....purely a professional one. So I can't figure out what has made it so personal within me.
How much sense does that make? None.