It is so hard for those who are left to mourn when it is an act such as this. Confusion is exactly what describes that feeling, hurt and confused. When I was 16 a very good friend of mine committed suicide. A day doesn't go by where I don't think about him and wonder why he did. His life seemed perfect from the outside and being close with him, I would have never imagined this to happen. I guess it just proves that no matter how well we think we know someone, there is always some aspect that they keep to themselves.
I'm sorry to hear about this loss. It is never easy and I don't think anyone ever understand why or what they are feeling inside.
__________________ Tori and *Lily*  |