I am so sorry Breny. Having recently lost two of mine, I know exactly what you are feeling. I thought I was going to lose all five of mine. it is so hard. When I lost my last one, a girl, I sat and held her wrapped in a warm washcloth and cried like a baby for the longest time. My hubby finally took her out of my arms. I remember telling her over and over how sorry I was. It hurts so bad and being a breeder is very hard at times. |