heartbroken for you i recently lost my maltie poo in january....the 12th to be exact. the hardest thing in life i have ever done was bury him in the back yard. he started the water thing and turned out to be diabetes so our vet said. we were not given the option of putting him down, cause god took him home. its hard to let go, i go out daily and see him. i put solar lights where he is cause he hated the dark, he was my baby and like you i felt/feel lost. pray and i will pray for you too. god bless you and i hope you feel the peace that only god can give!
tonia |