I lost one of my best friends " Rebel the Cat " a little over a year ago in about the same way. She was 18 years old and had been with me longer than anything, or anyone. She had seen me through the highlights of my life and helped me heal through all the pain too. It was the hardest thing to do, but I knew it was time and God was calling her home. I continue to miss her, but I know she is waiting for me, as is your friend waiting for you .
It does get easier, but it is bittersweet.
to you ..... Janie