Reading this post... tears are running down my face. These babies mean so much to all of us and we do everything in our power to make them happy and keep them safe. Unfortunately, at the end, the only way to make them happy and safe is an excruciating decision that we have to make. Even though you are in pain, you have to alleviate his. I hope you will reflect on all that Merlin has meant to you in his long life and have the strength to put him in peace. All the best, Nanci and Brooke |