Oh wow, I am so very sorry for your loss!!! I can certainly understand your not wanting to talk much about this...sometimes theres not alot to say when you experience a tragic loss as this, you just sort of have to be in your sad and mourning spot..but do remember there are alot of ppl here that care about what you are going through so, even if you can just come here and read your support letters and know we are here, it will help, I hope
You will be in my thoughts!!!