Just an update:
I've decided to pull back on adopting them out because I'm too emotional and cant think clearly about this. I'll have to search for a way to make this work but at least they are with me and I know they are ok. I cant stop crying and thinking about how long I've had them. Sorry for rambling on....I'm kind of a mess right now. so thanks everyone for all the support and I'll keep everyone update on how things go.
