[Toppersmom]

Well I finally did it. I scheduled Topper to have the surgery on Thur. morning. I do hope it is the right thing to do. He is just so little (4.5#) I hate the thought of him being put to sleep and hurting. The vet does offer the option for pain medication and I will definitely be taking that for him. Something for me would be good too,,,like Valium! I am now officially nervous...okay so I have been scared ever since I started thinking about it and that's why I kept putting it off. Think good thoughts for him.