I'm so sorry your hubbie has gotten "burn-out"
We just got started on the raw too, I read all your post & I think you know what you need to do to give yourself that piece of mind- go on & call dr. susan b/c your not going to feel better about anything your doing until you do, if your like me when somethings bothering me, your prob not even sleeping at night. You are a very good mommie & we all know that, you just need to convince yourself. I would like for someone w/experience w/the raw to post all the guidelines they think we need to follow w/the raw on safety & handling besides the obvious of washing our hands, like how long after we defrost can it remain in the fridge safely? thinking about ya & hope your ok! make that call monday sister!!