Belinda, I am so very sorry to hear of your tragic loss. I know how devestating it is to lose a beloved little friend. I will keep you in my heart and prayers. It took almost 5 years for my heart to heal enough to allow another Yorkie into my life after I lost my beloved LacieBug to a very rare brain disorder.
Please, allow yourself plenty of time to grieve -- one day you will think of your beloved Bellaluna and smile -- that's when healing begins..... hugs to you