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Originally Posted by Julz  awwwww  . Totally nausiating and crushing. It takes so long to build trust up and a second to tear it down. AND HE KNEW BETTER!!!! Still, I know it sickens your very heart. And to have found it again when you are already stressed over your girl whelping . I dread BIG decisions like the many that must be going through your head. Even the intial confrontation. Oh, I know I'm not helping a bit....but I am understanding and totally feeling for you. Without trust....IT SUCKS  !!!! I have a feeling that the understanding and support you are going to get here is going to help you through this...whatever your decision is. I know this is long...and trust me, I'm holding back. Feel free to PM me if you don't want to post something. I will be here for you. |
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You too..thank you so much
Yes...It is about trust..and I trusted him for the last 4 years after counseling and he cried and said he'd never do it again right to the therapist and me.
It does sicken me...after all the other things he's put me thru
I just may take u up on that PM tomorrow.
I am so tired...and now Allie ( I think I put Nala )
anyways now she acting like shes going to whelp tonight...
No temp drop...but shes breathing hard and digging in her box.
I soooo need some sleep tonight...but it may be a long night