awwwww
. Totally nausiating and crushing. It takes so long to build trust up and a second to tear it down. AND HE KNEW BETTER!!!! Still, I know it sickens your very heart. And to have found it again when you are already stressed over your girl whelping
. I dread BIG decisions like the many that must be going through your head. Even the intial confrontation. Oh, I know I'm not helping a bit....but I am understanding and totally feeling for you. Without trust....IT SUCKS
!!!! I have a feeling that the understanding and support you are going to get here is going to help you through this...whatever your decision is. I know this is long...and trust me, I'm holding back. Feel free to PM me if you don't want to post something. I will be here for you.