I know. I'm confident in my vet, but it's like when I start having the fears/doubts, I feel like is that my gut instinct telling me not to go through with it yet, or is it just fear? Because if I cancel I will just have to go through this whole mess again. Everytime I look at her I want to cry when I think about what I'm putting her through. I know by saturday I will be laughing at myself because she will be back to her old self again. Thanks for being there for me.
