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					Originally Posted by  Sherryabear     I know just where you are coming from , Ichabob.  I just lost my first Yorkie , Gordon at 5 months during his surgery. He is the reason I found this site.  
My husband purchased Parker for me , two days later and he is now 5 months old. I am not saying I won't have it done, but not right now.  
My vet understands how I feel and he knows, I just need a little more time and I will have it done.   |  
 
  I am so sorry for your lost, this is something you don't get over easily, unless you been through it it's hard for people to understand the fear that over come you just thinking about it. 
Wicket is a 1yr old and 4lbs,  I am just not mentally ready to go through this again right now.