How well I know the hurt and feeling that you are going through. I am so sorry you lost your baby. Its hard sometimes for us not to blame ourselves because its only human to think if I should have done this or that or seen this coming. Try not to blame yourself and like they say time heals. Sometimes its longer for some people than others but just give yourself to mourn. It will be a yr. in May we lost one of ours and it still hurts. I can talk about it now without crying so time has a way of healing. Bless your heart. Just cry all you want because that is healing too. |