At 10:30am, I said goodbye to my little boy

. He was in such bad shape. There was no quality of life. I cried the entire way there and as he layed on the table like such a good boy as he got examined. Never once did he even complain. I believe in my heart he was ready to go.
i held him close until his body grew limp. I will never forget that moment when his cloudy eyes looked blank and i placed him on the table.
He filled my life with nothing but love and it was so hard to say goodbye.
It is just so unfair that they are here for such a short amount of time.