Your just feeling like a new mom is all and that's very natural.
You will get a lot of help when you need it here at YT.
I can't believe we have a third person now from Spain. This is way too much for my ol heart.
You see, Spain is where I'm going soon to visit my son, and Madrid was where I spent the best three years of my life, and Spain is where I'd love to go live out my life. It has always had my heart!!