Oh my dear, I am in tears for you. I had to make this decision a few years back with my Ginger (my God, it has been SEVEN years!) and it still brings me to tears to think about it. She was 15 years old and my very best friend. She got me thru a VERY painful divorce and kept me going when I didn't ever want to wake up again. I knew if she loved me that much, I had to love her just as much and let her go. I saw it in her eyes as she struggled to breathe and knew I had to help her be free from pain. Even as she gasped at every breathe, she was trying to kiss me. Where can anyone ever find a love like that? You will KNOW.... and your baby will know how much you loved him. Hugs
Sonya |