I am so sorry you are having to go through this, I am in the same with my peanut, but for now he is not in pain, I also had to make the discission on my Tucker 4 years ago with LS, but he was in so much pain, that it did make it easier, cause I knew it was the right thing to do, I loved him so much, my heart goes out to you, but if he is in pain it is the most love you can show them by doing it, its hard, I will not lie to you, but just remember all the good times you have had with him, big hugs to you and I will pray for you.