Thank you all so much for your kind words and prayers. It does make me feel better that you all know exactly what I'm going through. Most people don't realise the real love you can have for a pet and the devastation you feel when they leave you. I still can't stop crying. I feel so empty and alone. I don't know if it will ever leave me. I miss her so much. I can't get the image of her dying out of my mind. Or how fast her lovely little body cooled down after she died. I stayed with her for 12 hours after she died. Just crying and telling her how much I loved her. Nor can I get the image of her lying in her grave without me. We never spent a night apart and now she's alone all the time. It's so hard, my heart is broken. Thank you all again. xx |