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  Thanks everyone!  Susie is right, this is fixable.  I know I'll feel better about it all in the morning.  He's just so miserable right now.  I'm really feeling bad about leaving him today...I got up a minute ago to help dh with something (5 feet away) and Bernie just started to cry and cry...oh man.  I just feel so darn helpless.
 I just keep saying "it'll all be over soon."
 
 Thanks for your well wishes, prayers, and hugs.
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