Well we traveled over to IL and it was okay there. There was a house I fell in love with, but on our way home I cried for 2 hours straight.
I just didn't feel comfortable. I feel terrible to even make my husband consider declining this offer. The town this house was in felt like home to me but everything around it (towns, people, businesses) didn't. I felt so miserable last night I went right to bed which is so unlike me.