It is early here, and I just came on and read your post. My prayers are with you and your beautiful nephew. We almost lost my granddaughter a couple of weeks ago, and I know that the prayers she received saved her as surely as the surgery. Keep your faith, and know that their is a reason for everything even if we can't see it right now. Please keep us informed, if for no other reason, to give you a place to let all of the emotions you are going through right now come out. We will understand