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When I got divorced I had the same feelings. I had asked my husband to go to counseling he asked for time then gave me divorce papers.
It does takes time but time heals. One day at a time. This is not your fault and you've done nothing wrong. He has.
You'll have ups and downs but you need to be strong for kids and puppies and yourself. Deep breath, you'll be fine. We are here when you need us.