Try not to worry... I know how hard it is, but really until you hear it from the vet you are going to torture yourself. You can't know until they tell you. We all do this, we think and think and go crazy and sometimes it is such a simple little thing.
Your baby is in my prayers, and I hope you can try to put this in God's hands and have some peace. Maybe it is all ok and nothing at all... I can't tell you how many pap smears I have had that came back abnormal, only to do them again and have them be fine! I take it one step at a time now....